Ya know whats fucked..? (Vent)

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How I say over and over that I’m over a person yet I'm just constantly missing them. I had an opprotunity to see someone who possibly (most likely) still hates me at the fair and talk to them face to face, even give them a wall scroll I had bought without thinking. But I blew it, and I blew the chance to have a good time at the fair by moping the hell around, and walking in circles for hours before finally deciding to leave. And I cant even fucking bring myself to tell them I fucking miss them being a friend... That I miss them in general...
I have someone who I cannot make happy unless they're high... I love them to death... And I just wanna be there so they don't hurt themselves... But I can't even keep myself happy... What a fuckin loser I am...
I just wish I was a better person... Not one who breaks down because people don't like me. Not one who can't do anything to help themselves and others... Just... Someone who isn't me...

That's all I have to say... Night everyone...

and no I will not tell who this post is about... And I would like to keep it that way...
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I'm so sorry you're feeling like this.. Everyone makes mistakes. I do a lot and it fucking hurts. But I think you're a great person and you're a good friend to me. So don't think you're a bad person. You helped me come out of my shy bubble some and I'm glad we met. I thank you for that. I don't have many friends, but I consider you one of my closest friends. I'm here for you, Emmett. I always will be, hope you feel better soon.